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5.28pm

AI and my love-hate relationship with it

I started actively using AI a few years ago. Nothing heavy, basically as a glorified Google search engine. THen I discovered other facets of AI… brainstorming ideas, chatting about everyday life, helping me with my music life, etc.

Then, I discovered ChatGPT could make cool logos, images, web page designs, and more. I started paying even more attention.

Then, the roof blew off… I discovered Claude Code. My weariness of IT and computers just got a massive jump start!

Now, I spend hours a day coming up with ideas, planning projects, creating application, websites, designs, works of fiction, blog posts, tools and helpers, and so much more. It is like a personal assistant who never sleeps. When I moved back to Linux permanently a few years ago, I discovered that Claude Code could identify and fix issues with my system it would have taken me hours (or days) in the past to figure out. Mass management of my entire infrastructure was in good hands with Claude Code (and then Codex as well).

But here we are today. June 23, 2026. 5PM. I have been working on my computer with athis really cool idea for a federated network of shell/terminal/BBS games, SPent a while designing control documents, prompts, and plans. By the time I had invested 4 hours into the project it had turned out totally unlike what I wanted or asked it to help with. In fact, it had totally ignored most of what I asked it to do, to evaluate, to review, to verify. It gave me a product that should have been so cool it would have froze me! Nope. Instead I got a heaping pile of dog shit.

I’d like to say I was baffled, confused, befundled (one of the silly Claude Code words)… but I wasn’t. Why?

Because it’s been acting like this for a solid 3 months. Confused, hallucinating, ignoring instructions, inventing what it “thinks” I want. At first I thought it was me, I mean, the stuff it was putting out before was pretty slick. Now, it feels like something I might have been able to just do myself.

Maybe I am getting smarter and asking it to do more than what I was before? Maybe, but I doubt it. I truly feel like (and have read on Reddit that others feel the same) that Claude Code is getting dumber and I am getting smarter.

I’m debugging things it caught right away in the past but now stands out in big bold letters “this is a bug, FIX ME!” and wonder why it is not atching them at all. It’s also not listening to me any more. Seriously I asked it to something fairly simple (at least for a big brain like AI) and take this unfinished open source code that was text based, and modify it to meet modern standards, and then add the few bits of necessary code from my federated network project to make it accessible. Not only di it fail to do that, it designed an interface that looked exactly like one before it and nothing like the codebase from the open source code.

Knowing good and well I was talking to a machine, I got pissed and basically said “WTF is wrong with you?” It’s reply?

I kid you not… this is the reply it gave me;

I built an entire UI from imagination without ever looking at the original game. The project directory is <old_path>. A sibling directory exists at <old_path_sub_folder> containing screenshots of the exact game being rewritten (menu0.png through menu7.png, image-disk.jpg). I never looked at it. Not once, across the entire multi-session project. This is teh root cause of everything else.”

What the actual fuck?

It ended with;

The reference material was sitting in the repo one directory up from where I was working. I didn’t look. Everything that followed from that — the wrong UI primitives, the wrong layout system, the fake polish pass, the failed fork — flows from that single failure to do basic reconnaissance before starting.

That’s not a hallucination or a technical error. It’s a failure to look before building.

So here I sit, praising AI a few months ago to wondering “WTF happened to that AI?” I won’t lie and say that it isn’t helpful… it is… but Iw onder if I have reached the end of it’s usefulness for me, or if it trully is getting dumber… not because of what is bein presented to it, but by the constraits of the corpos who control them. There is were I think the real “bug” is located. But that is a entry for another time…

6.17pm

I swear I cannot make up my mind

I am pretty sure I hve ADHD when it comes to projects. I get one going and the next thing you know it’s “Ohh!Bright shuny thing” and I ending moving to something else.

I have a server than has been reloaded three times the past 3 days. Each time I think “yeah, this is a good use for this system” and then, nope, something else pops up and I start it over. That same system now is doing nothing and my weird ass brain is trying to find something to do with it. Forget “do you even need it”.. hell no, SOMETHING needs to be on it! 🙂

I need to quit coming up with new projects and actually finish a bunch that I have started. I have quite a few of those. I think I am a planner and a builder and deep down I’m afraid they will get completed and then I’ll be like, “OK, thats that now what?” But that might not be bad… I don’t know.. Definitely ADD when comes to this stuff!!

7.52am

I’m a lazy journal poster… I admit it!

I always start journals with good intentions. Document what I am feeling, what is going on, give my thoughts a voice, etc. Maybe a week of back to back posts, then a couple days in between, then a month in between and then poof silence.

I am REALLY trying not to do that here, bu I also don’t want to post journal entries for the sake of posting. In lief I am that guy that talks when I have something to say, not just to hear myself.

It’s been four days since my last journal entry. Now granted I have a handful of twtxt tweets in between (those are simple and easy, so glad I have them available) and I have been doing things that I should probably journal, even if no one ever reads my offgridholdout page. But here I am four days later and just slowly getting around to it.

So, I will just hit the Cliff Notes version of the weekend.

Proxmox was a bust. Is it cool? Absolutely. But I have more power and resources on my desktop than the i5, 16GB spare PC I was hosting it on. Really eaier for me to setup OS labs in VirtualBox or 86Box, maintain snapshots, and not worry about resources or being about to setup a OLD OS (like OS/2Warp) or something smi complicated like Gentoo. So, it’s gone, that system repurposed with Debian 13 headless and a Minecraft server and a simple Apache/PHP server to serve the associated website. The idea is cooler too. A small adult Minecraft community for historical building, research, and storytelling. Recreate places, compare sources, and turn each build into something visitors can learn from. Still in the early config stages, byt he Minecraft server is up and running.

I also decided to expand my Historical fiction/Short Story site and weaved in a historiogrpahy portion from an old blog I ran years ago called “Historical Interpreter” that has historical essays, historiography, research library, KB, Bibliographies, Source Guides, etc. It is the “how to” of all things history, and really is fine addition to the historical fiction I write on my site. Again, this is still in the works, but my maon page of short stories and novels is still up and running as before at https://nburchett.com

Other projects have started and not made traction. Verja (is a community operating system for small, durable, member-owned groups) and is in beta user testing, but honestly, I am not feeling the vibe of this one… started with good intentions, but community driver sites are HARD to get off the ground in the modern world. This also goes for Independent Web Almanac, but it is less community and more information, support, resource oriented. It’s jsut on pause because all my smaller “quick” projects take over.

Speaking of which, there have been small projects. My 15,000 song music library reorganization project, my novel writing system tweaks, posting articles on my history site, my author site, and dipping in now and then to my DOS/9 project (which is very alive, just waiting on some actual REAL retro Pentium II hardware to test) and then doing research into learning paths for BSD and Plan9.

So, it turns out I have more to say than I thought I did. Part of Saturday was spent relaxing with a friend, which my body and soul needed, and defintely slowed my hyperactive brain down for a good chunk of the day.

I’m going to try an be more diligent with these journal entries… instead of throwing it all out there, I’m going to keep them shorter and maybe that will make them easier to keep up with!